It's okay! It's Fine! Finish it! Dont look at me anymore! Big faggot! DAMN! CRAZY! >.<"
That's sentence is really suitable to make people around me realize that they're more than a shit!
Why? Here's the story.
Im really sad now.
i dunno exactly why.
but, i think it's because of people around me which dont know me as well.
All people around me are suck! they just do everything that they want to do which can make me sad.
They do something that can hurt my heart!
They are happy but im hurted! im sad.
As an example:
My sister talked to my friends about my bad, then at home she talked as usually to me. she didnt talk anything about my bad to me.
But, then a lot of my friends talked it to me! i cant realize how wicked my sister is!
Then, it's not the only problem.
My other "ex" friends did the same thing like her. i dunno why. How wicked they are!
Maybe it makes them happy. But, For me? it's definitely hurted my heart!
and.. how damn it is! they are still doing it to me till this time.
ANNOYING! ANNOYING! ANNOYING! ANNOYING! ANNOYING! ANNOYING!
i have already introspection into myself.
i have just thought to flashback.
i just remembered about the past to make sure if i have any fault or not to 'em.
But, as long as i know myself, i always said sorry at the time if i have any problem to 'em.
But, i still have a power to ignore the bad issues bout myself.
i have to face my days with my sweetest smile although everyone is trying to hurt me :')
GOD is a fair judge. He knows which is correct and wrong :')
Believe in HIM makes me happy all the time and can make me forget bout my problems :')
XOXO-CHIA :)
