She's meaningful for me!

Today.

Wednesday, March 2nd, 2011.

Hello guys!

Thanks for visiting my blog by the way :)

Umm... anyone knows whos "she" on the title?

"She" on the title refers to my mother!

Why?Because today is her birthday! :D

Im actually happy of this awesome day! because God is still giving His kindness to me, my mom, and my family. I just want to give thank to the Lord because i have a mother like her. sometimes, she makes me resentful by her words. but her words mean that she loves me a lot. She gives her advices to me which can make me realize about something better to choose.Today, i had waken up and the only thing i remembered was praying to God for my mother's birthday. It was the only thing that i can do for her. PRAYER. only it. Im sad, i cant give her any present. my heart is crying because i cant give something fact to her. I remember that i just baffle her. I never make her happy. I always ignore every single advice from her. i just do what i want not what she wants. I feel so regret. Then, i was ready to go to school at the time. The last thing that ive done before i left home was giving her a handshake "happy birthday". Then my mom looked happy cos of that small thing. after that, i left home. you know what? i was crying while i was going to school. why? because i cant give the best for her. then i arrived at school. the only thing i did first was going to the chapel to pray about my mom. you know what? for many times, i was crying again. she's really meaningful for me. and i just realized it! i know i cant give her anything, but, ive a commit into myself. i dont want to make her SAD today. i want to listen all her advices. I wanna do all what she asks to me. I really want to do all of things to make her HAPPY in this her birthday (and if i can, all days). Her age is 41 years old. she still works hard at home. im sad, i never help her to clean up home. all things are doing by my mom alone. The servant at home went back to his home because of something unpredictable. So, she is doing all things by herself alone. REALLY PROUD OF HER. shes my mother, my awesome mother. she is the only best thing i have ever had in my life. She is doing everything i need. shes my power to face my damn days. and now, when im typing this story, im crying. it's suddenly happening, cos im hearing a song "BUNDA" which can make me realize how meaningful a mother is! Thank God i have a mother like her. a mother who knows me so well. a mother who loves me a lot. a mother who means everything in my life. WITHOUT her, maybe i cant face my days. God, please give her a healthy physical, throw away her sickness. Please give her longevity (a long life). all the best for her! :")

ILY mom :*:*:*:*:*

xoxo, ur baffle child, CHIA:")